Yeah,well no.
Although it sounds better than an annular bulge involving L5S1 invertebral disc causing a mild indentation in the thecal sac whatever the fuck that is. Broken back gets those ohhhhhhs and daaaaamn and attendances from people.
I don't need other's sympathies but ah it doesn't hurt. Atleast I can skip college and not be expected to do household chores and shit like that. It's been a week since I went to college and well I don't miss it. Only thing I miss is my gym. It sucks man when you been working out so long and then boom no gym boi, sit your ass at home and rest.
It is ironically more tiring to just rest than hitting the gym. What I really don't like is I feel weak just after not working out for a weak. Food is a problem cause I used to eat like a cow. Can't do that now can I. I noticed that in the initial phase I did restrict my diet a lot, controlled my calories and maybe that's why I felt weak. I really don't look forward to the period where I feel guilty after eating something unhealthy. Well in a way that was good.
But now I've noticed that I eat shit and well that the guilty period is non existant. I think I ate a bit too much in experimenting whether I still have the guilt power or its lost. I think imma give it a few more days. Cause feeling guilty is like my thing and I'm pretty sure I haven't lost it so easily. And well if I have, god speed man I can now kill those guys I don't like. I'd like to blame my parents for giving me some shit genes but then eh they got me a bike I guess that'll compensate. Oh I sound like a spoiled little brat? Bite me. Yeah I'm breaking the fourth wall in my blog cause I think it'll make me stand out. Idk man, why am I even writing this. Like I'm pretty sure I'm gonna forget about this in a while or just grow tired or maybe yeah my lazy power is gonna come into force, well eventually all of this is gonna lead to me the blogger app cause I kinda have this OCD about only having apps that I use and even if I do need a food ordering or a taxi app I install em use em once and boom, delete. Yeah more about that later. Am I supposed to say goodbye. Idk. I don't like em cause they're awkward. But yeah I don't want
It is ironically more tiring to just rest than hitting the gym. What I really don't like is I feel weak just after not working out for a weak. Food is a problem cause I used to eat like a cow. Can't do that now can I. I noticed that in the initial phase I did restrict my diet a lot, controlled my calories and maybe that's why I felt weak. I really don't look forward to the period where I feel guilty after eating something unhealthy. Well in a way that was good.
But now I've noticed that I eat shit and well that the guilty period is non existant. I think I ate a bit too much in experimenting whether I still have the guilt power or its lost. I think imma give it a few more days. Cause feeling guilty is like my thing and I'm pretty sure I haven't lost it so easily. And well if I have, god speed man I can now kill those guys I don't like. I'd like to blame my parents for giving me some shit genes but then eh they got me a bike I guess that'll compensate. Oh I sound like a spoiled little brat? Bite me. Yeah I'm breaking the fourth wall in my blog cause I think it'll make me stand out. Idk man, why am I even writing this. Like I'm pretty sure I'm gonna forget about this in a while or just grow tired or maybe yeah my lazy power is gonna come into force, well eventually all of this is gonna lead to me the blogger app cause I kinda have this OCD about only having apps that I use and even if I do need a food ordering or a taxi app I install em use em once and boom, delete. Yeah more about that later. Am I supposed to say goodbye. Idk. I don't like em cause they're awkward. But yeah I don't want
you
to
feel
bad
so, yeah.
Go fuck yourself.
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